He caresses an ego equivalent to a haunted house.
Holding on to ghosts from his past. Thoughts that
bring back bad memories. Memories of pain, and
disappointment tattooed on his skin. A haunting
through the midnight hour, his cause for distress at dusk.
Strange howls through the hall way after dark, rhythmical
to Joanne’s creeping at night while he worked in his study.
Echoes in the night now a constant reminder of Valerie’s
moans and screams in another man’s arms. Bad dreams
mocking his carnal fort, the cause for his insomnia and
irritability. The reason for his bad attitude on women and
dating. The reason for his non-committal and trust issues.
The reason for his male-whore stunts and insecurity problems.
Living off stereotypes, constantly branding and labeling all
women. His heart is guarded; his mind is open, hiding bits
of his soul, sharing most of his body. In the game of love,
caution is a subtitle. Loving with one foot outside the door.
Stringing on different women, drowning in a whirlpool of pain
and regret. His love resides between the legs of women; no
woman is good enough for him. He sees reflections of past pain,
deception, anger and disappointment in their eyes. Replacing love
with revenge. Taking out his anger on different women, making
them pay for the mistakes of the women in his past.
Constantly humming, “all women are the same…”
Well… Who told him to try them all?
He bears the hue of a conflicted, paranoid, broken man.
Battling his inner demons, afraid of letting go of the hurt.
A man stuck in between the past and the present. Failing
to distinguish between good women and bad women.
His bad experience blurred his vision and he only sees pain
and deception. A scornful male struggling through an identity
crisis. Constantly bashing women. Ranting, talking smack and
bitching about women on social media. Disrespecting the
women he dates. Basking in name calling and baseless labeling.
A man so negative, using strength to hide his own weakness.
Every woman is a whore, slut or gold digger according to him.
Using shaming tactics and blaming women for his own
mistakes. A myopic bitter man with a twisted perception
on women. An angry male raging war and out for blood.
The wrath of a man scorned!